It's been taking way too long I don't think that I'll be fine Fading away til I'm gone I just want to be alright But I'm the monster in my head I'm the demon in my mind I stay fighting with myself And I keep losing everytime Wasting away waiting For you hopeless I can't help But feel completely broken Breaking down emotions I let soak in Let it wash away Just for the moment Pressure building up I'm about to break I don't know How much more that I can take MIA in my head ima stay With every bottle That I take to the brain It's been taking way too long I don't think that I'll be fine Fading away til I'm gone I just want to be alright But I'm the monster in my head I'm the demon in my mind I stay fighting with myself And I keep losing everytime