Cant beleive its been 2 years Now im sober and my head is clear But now your dating my ex friend Howd this happen its what i feared - You did the same thing with some tears you played the victim now your here You left me burning sage till then Yoy left me dead then disappeared - You tell me you love me but you hate me Where is my god? well i can see three And All our souls are lost at sea Society is ****ed why cant you see - People would rather live in a dumb lie Dating a person to get out of spite Mentally abussing anyone that is nice And this is the reason so many have died - I gave you a year of my life And you just decided that it wasnt worth it But i just cant keep it Inside of me Why did you lie to me Held me so tightly with arms made of teeth - Its been way to long And im way to lost I miss you so much so i wirte all these songs But i cant fight the urges It feels like a curse and And im trying my best to forget you with verses - i don’t wanna leave you tonight in this mess i wish i could take back the words that i said it’s sad that we ended so my mind could just rest and it feels like the devils putting me to a test seeing my limit till i go slit my wrist and i’m closer and closer every night to the risk but my mother and father can’t put them through this They taught me so much so id ****ing regret it - I gave you a year of my life And you just decided that it wasnt worth it But i just cant keep it Inside of me Why did you lie to me Held me so tightly with arms made of teeth - Its been way to long And im way to lost I miss you so much so i wirte all these songs But i cant fight the urges It feels like a curse and And im trying my best to forget you with verses - I gave you a year of my life And you just decided that it wasnt worth it But i just cant keep it Inside of me Why did you lie to me Held me so tightly with arms made of teeth - Its been way to long And im way to lost I miss you so much so i wirte all these songs But i cant fight the urges It feels like a curse and And im trying my best to forget you with verses