love is awful, it is awful, it is painful, it is frightening. makes you doubt yourself, judge yourself. distance yourself from the other people in your life. Make you selfish, Make you obessed withe your hair. Make you cruel! Makes you say and do things you never thought you would do! it is all any of us want and it is hell when we get there! So, no wonder, it is something we don't want to do on our own.——《Fleabag》