I had to wait in line I kept it real, I know the deal I found a place to hide I went and slipped up on that peel I need to take my time I'm feeling dead, you had me killed I showed my patient side But I ain't got much left to give Fell to my knees, I tried to leave But you went taking ribs I cannot breath, I need relief Come on, let's take a trip Girl, let's just disappear Take me away from here I need an escape I been here for days Everything I ever wanted seems to always float away Hoping that you're safe I fell on my face Please don't go to sleep until I say what's on my brain Girl, you should've stayed Look Kudos to you, girl you finally out yourself first Seem to struggle all the time about your self-worth When you left, it's safe to say. I had a meltdown It's ironic, I'm the one that cries for help now Cause I I left you in dark, heavy on my heart I told Jesus take the wheel instead he left it there in park You can't play the role if you ain't really know you had a part Let it take its course and it turns out that I ain't up to par How I get in this position in the first place Said what's on my mind, but said in the worst ways Went to see you in the middle of my work day When you smile, it feel like everyday's my birthday Shit, and everyday like Christmas too Giving you peace of mind would always be my gift to you Girl when you left, it felt like part of me went missing too I know that angels really exist and you the living proof