"think i’m doing better cuz i’m missing it less stop feeling so attached to whatever i lost im sinking in the sofa getting out of my head and i called u in the morning cuz i wanted to say i think i’m doing better ive been drinking it less stopped thinking about always stepping off of the edg i take myself the places that i wanted them to and when it’s finally over won’t be missing u maybe ill make a difference when i grow a little older maybe it’s all just nothing at the end and then i show think it’s suspicious that the weathers getting colder think that i might end up in hell or somewhere lower maybe i’ll search for something that i’ll never end up f maybe it’s all just nothing and it’s not even worth cryi think it’s suspicious that the weathers getting colder think that i might end up in hell or somewhere lower take me as i give it or don’t take me at all tell me about ur gf but i don’t care at all i think it’s something in the water i was turning 19 sunken at the bottom it was endless to me" "work a little harder than i’d ever before wanna be ur gf if it means u won’t call i think i’m starting to get over all the shit that i had or maybe i’m just in denial and convincing myself i’ve been so aligned say it like i might make it all come true i won’t feel so blue maybe ill make a difference when i grow a little older maybe it’s all just nothing at the end and then i show think it’s suspicious that the weathers getting colder think that i might end up in hell or somewhere lower maybe i’ll search for something that i’ll never end up f maybe it’s all just nothing and it’s not even worth cryi think it’s suspicious that the weathers getting colder think that i might end up in hell or somewhere lower"