I waited far too long Lost and left behind Now you’re wrapped in his arms I’m tangled in my mind Your questions aren’t wrong Ironic are the blind And though I sleep through dawn The dusk wastes no time But easy is the pain Gentle comes the rain The rain Blue as the sky in the storm My memories are broken The marble columns crumble to rows But you would cry left alone And my guilty conscience born again Would trial me with no one to hold Oh I don't really know where to go The days are getting smaller with every passing glance But they’re longer than the night And I’d spend the next few decades with you if I got the chance But that future’s not in sight any longer Any longer And I wish I could go back to before you knew me I don’t wanna live inside a Ghibli movie And I’m afraid of everyone who knows you better And I can’t find my favorite sweater I can’t hold my thoughts and my emotions together I don’t really ever wanna live without you I can’t even remember what it is about you It is about you Easy is the pain Gentle comes the rain The rain Clear as the Moon, half past four My memories are torn The marble columns crumble to rows But I don’t cry when I’m alone ‘Cause my younger self I watch from home Would smile back with no one to hold Oh I don't really know where to go Oh I don’t really know where to go Yeah I don’t really know where to go