no one knows cuz i don't show it & no one helps cuz i don't want it i speak with 100 ghosts & if i say "life's a trap" aint no god gonna change my mind i came here in a strange way i'm a silver balloon hardly a reflection i burst to fire i burst into fire it makes me better i burst to fire & i don't wanna hide pills in a black glass jar i don't wanna hide pills from lover girl