mean scowl on my face give f**k if i die today speed swerving through lanes give a f**k bout a right of way f**k giving a f**k f**k waiting on brighter days f**k building a life burn it all and then ride away momma got a different tone praying g*d will show me light wish that i could feel it but i only feel the cold night creeping in the windows harsher than the wind blows trying to feel the ground that’s underneath me with ten toes dad just tryna help me out show me that my parents care brother’s in a different place tryna find a balance there don’t know how to show my love still trying to find space still finding my own flow still finding my own place never seems to settle down never seems to balance out still investing the effort but never seems to cash out still building up stress but never seem to lash out keep on the inside don’t become your dad now keep it on the inside that’s just like your dad now show him how you grown up show him you a man now don’t nobody give f**k f**k the world and hold ya nuts ain’t nobody mentioning your name when their closing up ain’t nobody remember your ass when it’s over and done i don’t give f**k if it’s Michael Jordan or ye either way you spin it we are all still turning to dust there will be a day when nobody will remember us Wake up it’s peaceful The world is sleeping Snoring Introspection is easy Into my mind I’m exploring My habits and personality traits Are a razor The world is a mirror I’ll handle the truth But I’m Facing it later My compositions tell a story of duality Fiction as proxy For questions i faced in reality Arms length from the truth But never could chew through the gravity of everything being useless and Steeped in the Tragedy of timeless infinity I mean it literally I speak with lucidity while my upper lip keeps it’s rigidity consider me lonely and wandering conscious not taken light waiting for the universes responses the strange and unknowable depths call to me only scratched the surface i’m barely treating it properly what if the opportunity was presented it was in your hands you could have changed it all if you knew but you didn’t memory is a prison if you let it be The natural response is to panic and numb it like k******e the only thing that’s real is what is what is happening presently slow down look up all of this can be heavenly the only thing that’s real is what is what is happening presently the raw feeling of just being here can be heavenly the only thing that’s real is what is what is happening presently connected to the ground on earth i found the heavenly