Starting to fall deep in my behaviors It’s getting harder to feel those better days You're always lookin right at me Can I risk it and just getaway? But it’s not feeling the same no more Wish I could savor it more People tell me I’m self aware and things get better right But why’s it feel like I don’t care anymore Maybe I’m flying too close to the sun Maybe I’m flying too close to the sun Look at the way I’m not there for you Hazy eyes sinking deeper through Lungs are drowning Not yet dying But my mind told me be ready to Been lookin higher Memories expire Beautiful flowers The sun dried em sour How can you make me say grace The sun ain’t shining we ain’t up right now My minds been in a craze It’s all expired take me up right now How can ya make me believe The fires burning up our wings so how Is it all make believe? Just hold your breath and we’ll see