My inner sense is I'm a sin I could've been A better friend A better man or better when I had your hand But that was then And this is now I learned how to live without you around But I'm surrounded by your place No escaping it for now It's like I'm still around you baby Even when you're not so close I've been thinking time could save me Now I know that I'm so wrong I've been touching madness lately Hoping that it's not so strong I can't turn around and face it inside your walls I've been Sitting with my thoughts In my head getting lost In my bed I've been tossing and turning, exhausted All my friends tell me I've been way too much I've been off with the guilt Trying to trust in the process But it's been a while Since I could smile And maybe time can stop denial Now I lost my mind once again Hope my pen takes me out of this frenzied state I've been in but It's like I'm still around you baby Even when you're not so close I've been thinking time could save me Now I know that I'm so wrong I've been going batshit crazy Never thought it'd go so wrong Now I'm counting down my days here inside your walls