Hard to be humble When everyone doubts you Yeah I would stumble When everything was child proof Grew up early Is what it really came down to Had to teach myself Still be here learning how to Be a man Wear that crown jewel Be a king Council Be a friend Help you in your downfall Be everything you was never to me Used me to every degree Which led me to see World's so cold You thought I woulda chocked One thing you didn't know Imma make on my own With a chip on my shoulder Even if i never make it home I know I know gotta keep focus My soul my soul has been broken I thought you was there for me A friend you didnt prepare to be Instead showing me scarcity Now I'm scared to be Trustful I can't bear to be It's a rarity Get nightmares If you dare to dream Light years we can go If you're there to reach Ever felt like you Was making more effort Like you was the one opening doors Never opening up Falling straight to the floor Don't know who you can trust Your back is use to the cuts But the stabs are much to endure Something you can no longer ignore So the pain that you go and pour Is like rain When drying up Clear up the skies This is not time to run We ain't the type to cry now Bye now Gone thru a little something Know that I'm fine now Its very difficult to go And put my pride down Need a lie down Seems my minds fried now So much drugs in my system Giving away ancient wisdom While still living this lifestyle You know what im saying I know you're feeling me With noone to lean on You can lean on me