Used to be so sure I'd end up on a world tour My name in big bright lights The vision helps me sleep at night I’m up in the house Growing roots into the couch Rest In peace to my youth You were cool, you were cute Living in a place where It pays to make a killing Nothing is safe and Nothing is sacred Gotta work to eat Gotta make a living Roll a couple doobies Tryna quiet my misgivings Gas, electric, heat Time is not forgiving Roll a couple doobies Try, try to make a difference Used to be so sure I’d end up on a world tour That rock style lifestyle (Real allure) Seems no sweeter cure Now I’m not so sure I’ll ever end up on a world tour I plant the seeds I keep my dreams They fight the nightmares Come time to sleep That's me up in the trees That’s me up on the ceiling I’m higher than a kite Just breathing through my feelings That’s me down in the deep G just down here dealing Don’t love me everyday But I’m working on my healing Living in a place where It pays to make a killing Nothing is safe and Nothing is sacred Gotta work to eat Gotta make a living External validation That's a drug As strong as any Used to be so sure I’d end up on a world tour That rock style lifestyle (Real allure) Seems no sweeter cure Now I’m not so sure I’ll ever end up on a world tour I plant the seeds I keep my dreams They fight the nightmares Come time to sleep Sleep, sleep, sleep