I’m lost I don’t know what I’m here for They keep asking for all of me But I can’t do this anymore Grim thoughts keep knocking on my door And they want to take the part keeps me true to myself and my core I’m taking chances to feel like I’ve grown Everyday I lose some control I’m taking chances to show the world The further I fall into this hole So I’m taking chances to feel like I’ve grown Everyday I lose some control I’m taking chances to show the world The further I fall into this hole I care too much about the thoughts behind your eyes These programmed thoughts should come as no surprise Well maybe I’ll find my place when my clean slate says “Here lies…” I fear I missed my chance to save my soul I’m getting ****ing tired of it all I know I missed my chance to show the world How hard I’ve tried, but I’m still in this hole It’s only a matter of time Before I reclaim my mind And I’ll take what’s mine Taking chances to show that I’ve grown Everyday I fight to gain control I’ll take these chances to give my all That one day I’ll become whole