These may be my last words you know If they are I want all my fans my family and the women in my life to know that I love em Yeah yeah And I ain't talking about taking my own life you know It just that my life has suddenly turned so threatful King There's a lot that's making me cry There's a lot that's making me shine There's a lot you don't realise I needed elevation they want me out of the sight They don't want me to do it right Know they want me out of my mind So I'm telling you when I die Look into everything that has taken me for a price Yeah I had to say it Yeah I had to make it Either way I'm the only one who takes it yeah And you blame me I don't think I wanna die but I'll face it yeah I might break it Or maybe I might fake it Make a choice on how you decide to take it yeah Knew that I'd make it from the start so I wouldn't give up I was only bringing it up tryna get out the mud Every season I made enough can't be taken apart Say that to people who don't wanna see me holding the cup Only taking a run And they warn me already to do whatever they want I can never be free doing whatever I must How come you never want to reason in a way that is right I really need to take a minute I have been too polite The things that I write I'm bringing the light They hate whatever is bright And I've had enough I try to put you in line Before you decide I should've told you I bite They setting a trap told you that I'm not a mice They might tell you that I took my own life with a knife You should know I will never do anything of that kind You should know whatever I'm saying is out of my mind You should know I'm doing this without a couple of guys I don't even have a friend but my family tight I got a mill on the way I'm tryna get on a flight Hope every women in my life knows I love em as much king A lot that's making me cry There's a lot that's making me shine There's a lot you don't realise I needed elevation they want me out of the sight They don't want me to do it right Know they want me out of my mind So I'm telling you when I die Look into everything that has taken me for a price Yeah I had to say it Yeah I had to make it Either way I'm the only one who takes it yeah And you blame me I don't think I wanna die but I'll face it I might break it yeah Or maybe I might fake it Make a choice on how you decide to take it yeah There's a lot that's making me cry There's a lot that's making me shine There's a lot you don't realise I needed elevation they want me out of the sight They don't want me to do it right Know they want me out of my mind So I'm telling you when I die Look into everything that has taken me for a price