My big sister showed me what it's like to love Ohhh woah My big sister showed me what it's like to love Cause when it came to the family It's like she always showed a different type of love But they don't understand me Ohhh woah Lost my big brotha kai and I ain't been the same He hit my line a week before he passed away I questioned God because I ain't know what to say My uncle told me to get on my knees and pray But I ain't feel like it would help me Now im sittin here alone While I'm writing this song I'm emotionally scarred because of all the ones that's gone Suicidal thoughts ran thru my head ain't feel like I belong My brotha EJ helped me feel like I'm a man dawg He did whatever when it came to the fam dawg My nigga melo showed me love I never had but I was young So I treated bro like I ain't understand dawg Now im hurting inside From losing the ones That I need in my life Grab a drink but it still won't help me sleep through the night They might say you don't love me that's for me to decide Feeling weak in my heart Tears I bleed when I cry Did me wrong I stayed strong That's just me I'll be fine Feeling weak in my heart Tears I bleed when I cry Did me wrong I stayed strong That's just me I'll be fine Ohhh woah My big sister showed me what it's like to love Cause when it came to the family It's like she always showed a different type of love But they don't understand me My big sister showed me what it's like to love Cause when it came to the family It's like she always showed a different type of love But they don't understand me Ohhh woah Taydoe always showed me love he always had my back forever He did a long 5 years I thank god we back together My nigga free He wasn't out when we lost the ones that we really need And pops he always told me be the best that I can be Even when the ones you love find it hard to believe Yeah Dj hit me in the chest cause he showed me tough love I was young and I was dumb and I was ****ed up Lotta love in my heart but I said **** love Lotta love In my heart but I said **** love I said **** love Losing uncle Roy I felt I lost my own dad Tryna be there for nick while he go down the wrong path The fact that I can't take his pain away hurt me so bad Losing myself makes me so mad If I could just press rewind I would go back The ones I love I'll love forever and they know that I can't show nothing but respect to my big bro Chas He tried to help me but I act like I ain't know that My lil sis she always been the person that she is today She always showed me real love the love she showing isn't fake Beena always been the one to help me never fear a thang Jimichael always showed me how to be yourself on weary days Momma always showed me that she got my back on everythang Her back against the wall still so much that she overcame Momma always showed me that she got my back on everythang Her back against the wall still so much that she overcame My big sister showed me what it's like to love Cause when it came to the family It's like she always showed a different type of love But they don't understand me My big sister showed me what it's like to love Cause when it came to the family It's like she always showed a different type of love But they don't understand me Noooo woah But they don't understand me Noooo woah It's like they'll never understand me Noooo woah They'll never understand me Noooo woah It's like they'll never understand me Noooo woah