Right know im going through it, lost so many on the way Took the long way home, didnt see you since then Diamonds are forever here, but who am I to stay Catch a glimpse of you, and now I fly back to the moon I look around its only me and boy in the room Cooking up, its on repeat, and nothing is different, but its cool Grindin every day, my lady dumped me, babe I just went crazy Quit it, then came back like brady knowing that this struggle is heavy Smiling in the sky at grandad, I never feel ashley happy Crazy yeah I cant even remember how your face look lately Im slowly going up I feel it cause this acid Need to kiss the sky, but I get stuck to this valley Seats are only full at funerals and not the weddings Know that im a monster, like the one under the bedding How the **** I'll get out of this mental inbalance Dont worry I'll be fine, im just a little damaged See me at the wedding One under the bedding Mental inbalance Just a little damaged