I'm happier now than I have been I learned a few tricks And made amends But something Like this is hard to tend I'm losing my sense of self again A different me was just pretend I try to recall but I forget I don't want to be An old dog anymore Make me something new I don't want to leave A mark up on the door Gotta make it through I realize alone that I can't change And I never notice when I slip away I don't remember my given name I don't wanna stay but I'm still here rolling in the dirt Lesson never learned And I'm still here rolling in the dirt Lesson never learned I'm taking it one day at a time It's coming in waves But I'm alright With fighting through pain To reach the light I've made it through Many freezing nights And I just can't see What makes that right I'm walking by faith And not by sight I don't want to be An old dog anymore Make me something new I don't want to leave A mark up on the door Gotta make it through