I push it to limit Not the type to quit Hustle in my veins I ain't new to this Mama always told me I was born for this Daddy taught me How to even fight for this Both parents up in heaven Looking down on me Music is my therapy She numbs my pain Drown my sorrows Away in this pool of liquor A Brighter day awaits When the rain is over Hard to say goodbye Haven't seen your coffin yet Still soaking up your Death no tear shed yet Nurses said it was a sudden Death got me feeling Like van-damme Sad saying life ain't a game Like the hunger games Family mourning as we gather In my sisters yard auntie crying She hugged me And told me be strong Last born of the family tree Pops watered the branches With his presence Now it's up too me I Cherish the moments You spent on earth daddy You taught me How to be a man age 16 I was living by myself Had to teach myself How to whip up a meal kitchen In hell like I'm Gordon Ramsey Times changed I'm the master chef Pissed that I didn't visit you In London when I had the chance Time is a healer but my scars remain God opened up the pearly gates for you I'll see you when I get there I push it to limit Not the type to quit Hustle in my veins I ain't new to this Mama always told me I was born for this Daddy taught me How to even fight for this Both parents up in heaven Looking down on me Music is my therapy She numbs my pain Drown my sorrows Away in this pool of liquor A Brighter day awaits When the rain is over Drown my sorrows away In this pool of liquor A Brighter day awaits When the rain is over Depression in my head should I take life away Or bow down and pray Tough decisions like dem Old folks I gotta say Never felt this lost Like a son not knowing his father God gives his hardest battles To his strongest soldier My mind is set on the positive Hustle in my veins Addiction is a curse Bounced back from situations This one hit me the worse now I gotta carry you in a hearse Focusing on building an empire Like Lucius Lyon king Of the jungle I'm a grown Simba It's now or never Not the type to quit Everything happens For a reason it's my season To blossom in this world Like a unborn son Hope to see my son reach His limits before he shoots a gun Pain is temporary staring At your coffin in a cemetery I'll see you when I get there I push it to limit Not the type to quit Hustle in my veins I ain't new to this Mama always told me I was born for this Daddy taught me How to even fight for this Both parents up In heaven looking down on me Music is my therapy She numbs my pain Drown my sorrows Away in this pool of liquor A Brighter day awaits When the rain is over