Worked so hard God done put me On his payroll Fought so hard Cause I always thought That I’d lose control Situations got me thinkin Did I have control? When shit started spiraling Some things I had to let go I learnt to shoot for stars Cause a plan without no action Aint gon get you far Dreaming big was never enough They was callin my bluff People could give 2 ****s When ya energy aint needed Shit you all used up! I know that shit is tough but Strength I had embedded in my soul Had kept my feeling tucked Its been some years Aint still allowed myself to feel as much Battle demons & still allow they ass To run amok Whats its gon take to feel alive Tappin w/ my highest self Wanna learn to enjoy the ride Wanna learn to surf on waves Even its the highest tides & shit I just wanna free my mind The coldest winter Tears be fallin like them autumn leaves I get distorted dont know it If I should follow dreams I get evasive I push away It ain’t what it seems Sometimes shit I don’t know how to cope With pain frequencies Damn… Get yo shit together Can’t be dancin w/ the devil Can’t be dancing w/ the uh! Shit yo cup gon overflow You Gotta know it in them flows Gotta know it in yo soul Gotta know it in yo soul…