I don't wanna talk about it I just wanna get back home Wrap myself up into a ball Diving in the deep end lately But nothing in my life is changing I've stayed strong for too damn long I wanna sleep Take my breath Rip my heartbeat From my chest No I ain't weak I tried my best I just wanna close my eyes And make it all hurt less I just wanna close my eyes And make it all hurt less Looking at the years I wasted Battling the same old war What am I even fighting for I don't wanna have to face it The person that I've become Wearing this smile for too damn long I wanna sleep Take my breath Rip my heartbeat From my chest No I ain't weak I tried my best I just wanna close my eyes And make it all hurt less I just wanna close my eyes And make it all hurt less I just wanna close my eyes And make it all hurt less