I've walked through a thousand fires So don't act like it's not a miracle I'm even alive Cause I've always been the tough one To take care when you're tired S**k it up and hold your trembling hand While you're out there being admired Yet I'm still showing up, I'm still showing up for you You say you're growing up, but I know it isn't true I'm still showing up, I'm still showing up for you Don't tell me that you're stuck- I'd go all the way for you I've loved you for a thousand lives So don't act like I was ever untrue or unkind You revealed yourself as a friend to me With your pure delinquent smile And every time you bared your teeth and broke my trust I forgave with "he's just a child" But you reveal yourself strategically To bounce ahead with no denial Rubber burn, spin out quick turn If I expect one ounce of fair trial Yet I'm still showing up, I'm still showing up for you You say you're growing up, But I know it isn't true I'm still showing up, I'm still showing up for you Don't tell me that you're stuck- I'd go all the way for you Thinking I don't deserve the patience I had with you But you made it clear that you just don't have the energy do you Thinking I don't deserve the patience I had with you But you made it clear that you just don't have the integrity Sometimes I wish I had more of a taste for vengeance Sometimes I wish I'd been born more of a capitalist There's no getting even in my mind I never thought you'd be who I'd end up enemies with (Sometimes I feel like... if I don't say everything... What's the point of saying anything at all?) I'll always be your confidant Best friend, I won't forget our stuff And if we ever twist back to touch again I'll be bright as I was Cause I'm still showing up, I'm still showing up for you You say you're growing up, But I know it isn't true I'm still showing up, I'm still showing up for you Don't tell me that you're stuck- I'd go all the way for you