If I got to do it it's once I promise no redo's I only hope it's the same With the shit That I been through The bottle's a see thru I get a reason to miss you That's the time When I'm truly myself Cause the reality stressful I don't really know much now Lately I done did things That I'm not proud of I don't think about A wrong and right I can't even see the picture With a blurry sight I get scary nights It seems like I'm far From being alright Feels like I'll be damned If I don't fight But still I might Let it all go But I'd rather make Them all pay the price The old me will still Be a good lil kid He could rather be lonely He could rather say yo man It's okay If they don't know me So let it go B! Let them all see You a genius and not a crazy You can do shit, it's not a maybe You original, not a copy All I really know is Go do shit then it comes down To the pen and a pad nigga All I really know is Go through pain And I only heal When I'm painting a picture All a nigga know Is what I wanna do All a nigga know Is I need some new If is ain't do shit It's myself I will lose If I ain't gone settle Then I stay on the move Fighting more battles Inside and outside Can I still handle I see the patterns I see the odds But I'll never tremble Its why I got to go For a bottle that is escape Till the next day So all this get me on a delay It's why I'm gonna Miss my release dates If I got to do it it's once I promise no redo's I only hope it's the same With the shit that I been through The bottle's a see thru I get a reason to miss you That's the time when I'm truly myself Cause the reality stressful