Succumb to my desires I surely end up in fire Burning every bridge with these people that I admire If I take the chance to propel myself any higher Surely that’s a noose to the morals that I require I was born to inspire It’s God given my purpose Distracted by these possessions but happiness can’t be purchased See lately I’m just a phantom who you knew as a person I’ve simply given up trying to be your idea of perfect- I Feed off my ego by striving to make a difference So how am I any different from those I was quick to judge Mistaking my lust for love so many times at this point I don’t if this from below or a blessing from up above Got my cross back yesterday There’s a lot of things I wanna say To right my wrongs But I write em down in these verses It's Me against well whoever that man who stand in the mirror is


 I don't recognize him Nah, I don't recognize him Fearful of obsession I blame it on my depression I get like this when I’m hopeless but never pass on the message I’m here to make people smile Seems people pleasing my essence Was single in my defiance and then we added some esses We’re biologically driven to stand with those who are blessings But really we see ourselves in each other it begs the question Of why you love it in them but you hate that part of yourself Like you need to pardon yourself hold up back to my mental health Cause I’m being way too invasive just... close me a distance Really it's self inflicted don’t treat me like I’m the victim You telling me that is fine but this doesn’t fit the description I just... doesn't mean that I listened I'm fearful of obsession I question if it’s depression I get like this when I’m hopeless but never pass on the message I’m here to make people smile Seems people pleasing my essence But when you hurting yourself please just listen and take your lesson
 Girl I'm sorry