The pain it grips me in my chest like an explosive And I’ve only been gone just for a week but guilts corrosive This ain’t the first time that I’ve walked through little town in winter The first time was a decade ago when I was thinner, summer time is back home to where my family’s waiting and I’m sick of being scared of whether I’m doing the right thing And travel’s hard enough as it is and that’s the main thing So what’s the f****ng point if I’m just gonna be complaining If I break and I run into you There’s a risk that you’ll see me too close And I can’t have you seeing me hurt Holding my hands up, holding my hands up And if the sky comes falling down then I’ll have you to come back home to Now that I’m back, I’m back to square one and I’m quitting s**king, at least I’m surrounded by the people I love most and, it’s takes a long time to remember all these streets that I’ve been roaming While I struggle up these hills I jog and my lungs are f****ng moaning and If I break and I run into you There’s a risk that you’ll see me too close And I can’t have you seeing me hurt Holding my hands up, holding my hands up And if the sky comes falling down then I’ll have you to come back home to If I break and I run into you There’s a risk that you’ll see me too close And I can’t have you seeing me hurt Holding my hands up holding my hands up And if the sky comes falling down then I’ll have you to come back home to So sing it standing dancing swaying that’s the main thing And tell me that I’m petrified of being left behind I still have no idea where those last ten years have taken off and wandered for now I’m holding my feet firmly to the ones I’ve wanted Ohh Ohh Ohh Ohh Ohh Ohh Ohh Ohh Ohh Ohh Ohh