I put the washing out instead Of lying on the floor Then tried to clean the house But got stuck at your bedroom door Cause I miss the sound Of rattling a baby's toy The silence is loud When everything was made of joy I threw the picture frames Of random strangers in the bin Never can I replace their happy Faces without him Oh just the other day the family Came for your reveal They brought everything From clothes to cake in rose and teal But now it's hard to see Through my hearts debris I lost a part of me That I've waited for so long To get to hold and rock to sleep I bought a puppy dog to fill The void I'm falling in It gives me lots of hugs But human blood is all I miss So I'll babysit the neighbour's Kids for time to kill If that's the closest thing To motherhood I'll ever feel Oh now it's hard to see Through my hearts debris I lost a part of me That I've waited for so long To get to hold and rock to sleep But now you're watching Over me above in paradise Say hi to all the relatives You meet and don't be shy If you're ever feeling lonely You could just swing by Cause I get a little lonely When a baby cries