Verse 1 What a mess That I made here what a perfect story and I confess But admit that's why you always tore me down Pre-Chorus I can pray for better days Hope the worst will go away Block the world and hide my face But for right now Chorus I'm drowning in my thoughts again Sleepin with one eye open And these walls keep closin in (these walls keep closin in) I don't wanna play pretend Feelin like I am losin And my life is ruined Verse 2 But I hit the pavement And I just keep movin on And when life has changes I came to far to give it up this time Pre-Chorus I can pray for better days Hope the worst will go away Block the world and hide my face So I can’t feel anything But for right now Chorus I'm drowning in my thoughts again Sleepin with one eye open And these walls keep closin in I don't wanna play pretend Feelin like I am losin And my life is ruined Bridge I ruin everything I touch I just can't seem to get enough I guess Chorus I'm drowning in my thoughts again Sleepin with one eye open And these walls keep closin in I don't wanna play pretend Feelin like I am losin And my life is ruined