i cried so many nights all alone just me i prayed for better days somehow i lost me had to find my way back i did that this is me i hope that you proud of me proud of me i hope that you proud of me I wish i could change things just to see they face again Hit the court and go 1 on 1 with escalade again Big momma went first i ain’t been the same since Best friend died i cried it don’t make sense i Asked God why we was just kids Chino left us he ain’t even get a chance to live I stare at the burn on my hand hoping you talk to me Wishing you can smile again and take a walk with me Bestie left me we was pose to grow together i made it out to tokyo we was pose to go together Can’t believe you not here the wins feel bittersweet Man i can barely sleep sometimes barely eat Loyal all they can say when they bury me i still got shit to do so please don’t hurry me There was a time we rolled 30 deep now there’s nobody round it’s just me i cried so many nights all alone just me i prayed for better days somehow i lost me had to find my way back i did that this is me i hope that you proud of me proud of me i hope that you proud of me Somewhere i got lost couldn’t find myself i started to care less and forgot about my health A sharp pain inside of my chest i walk around with it Everyday im faced with a challenge i walk around in it Ain’t no love in these streets but i’m ten toes down in it all that fake shit don’t even try to come around with it The reason i’m here God not done with me You ain’t gotta worry about a thing if u hung with me Death before disloyalty i guess im the chosen one i’m golden eye 007 with a golden gun All this pressure just showed me life will test ya The harder it get you gotta turn up the pressure Too smart for this shit you can’t play a coach man You talking bout God they call me the spokesman i never thought i would get this far but my sister always told me i will be a star i cried so many nights all alone just me i prayed for better days somehow i lost me had to find my way back i did that this is me i hope that you proud of me proud of me i hope that you proud of me