'Tryna pull myself together Can you give me a stitch I been trodden on my whole Life I feel like a pitch My sidehoe is my life Because life is a bitch So much water on my neck Got me 'feelin seasick Money turns me On put my racks on a switch Drugs got me 'slowin Now I'm in an abyss Fighting off the effects But I don't 'wanna resist Way too gone way too Faded no I can't reminisce Money so old, paleontologist Chains so gold Look like a wrapper from Twix Don't even try to cross me I don't do assists Got a stick on my hip 'lil bitch I'm fully equipped Still breathing, but I am not alive I prefer my women natural to modified Intoxicated 'sippin drink not alive And the pills killing me Is it suicide or homicide Eyes open, but I am not alive I prefer my women natural to modified Intoxicated 'sippin drink not alive And the pills killing me Is it suicide or homicide Poison in my cup Homicide my drugs Poison in my blood I'm traumatized enough Poison in my cup Homicide my drugs Poison in my blood I'm traumatized enough Yeah Something's wrong inside Of me yeah you know I'm crazy I just popped another Bean feel like I am racing Put the pedal to the metal Hope I don't crash Doing like 180 on the highway While I'm smoking gas I just bought another bottle But that shit don't last 3 days later haven't moved And my bitch got mad Had to hide that shit All up inside my duffle bag Still got the tags you Can have it yeah It came from France And I can feel 'nothin Yeah not even a trace And I can feel 'nothin Hope my drugs aren't laced And yet she still love me Yeah she got good taste Pray the poison don't take me Off to a better place And I can't feel my face I can't feel my face Poison in my cup Homicide my drugs Poison in my blood I'm traumatized enough Poison in my cup Homicide my drugs