Holding the guilt And the pain its triggered The rain inside of my heart Drop by drop its filling The cracks causing me pain Tryna tear me apart Everyday I'm flooding My brain torrential Shower thoughts won't depart Ignoring the state of my heart To make state of the art I beg you look at the canvas Paint got mixed with madness While the brush Got dipped in sadness And the drink it took you For granted and the loud Pack left you stranded Picasso I'm painting a picture Guys like me should be able to Your life is a masterpiece If you can't see who's it fatal to Heavy is the head That wears the crown Through the puddles I see my reflection If you see me and I look down Not sad just seeking perfection Looking for something To blame it could be a name It could be a frame So I can pull up The trigger and aim But won't hesitate If it's in range Go figure When I go soul searching It's just me In this hall of mirrors It's just me But its all disfigured Can't you see I'm trying to be bigger Body and mind In need of some scissors Weight of this pain Won't damage this picture Stick to the script So I stick With the scripture How does it feel To paint in the rain It feels like any progress To the process always Turn the art to a stain If I'm gonna get judged anyway What's the point in forcing A change point That finger return to sender It's they it's Them it's they it's them It's on me don't Change the agenda Holding the guilt And the pain its triggered The rain inside of my heart Drop by drop its filling The cracks causing Me pain tryna tear me apart Everyday I'm flooding My brain torrential Shower thoughts won't depart Ignoring the state of my heart To make state of the art I beg you look at the canvas Paint got mixed with madness While the brush Got dipped in sadness And the drink it took you For granted and the loud Pack left you stranded Picasso I'm painting A picture guys Like me should be able to Your life is a masterpiece If you can't see who's it fatal to From the pastures to the grass Faith my anchor we surpass At sunrise we raise a glass Coldest toast the ones who last From the pastures to the grass Faith my anchor we surpass At sunrise we raise a glass Coldest toast the ones who last Holding the guilt And the pain its triggered The rain inside of my heart Drop by drop its filling The cracks causing me pain Tryna tear me apart Everyday I'm flooding My brain torrential Shower thoughts won't depart Ignoring the state of my heart To make state of the art I beg you look at the canvas Paint got mixed with madness While the brush got Dipped in sadness And the drink it took you For granted and the loud pack Left you stranded Picasso I'm painting A picture guys like me Should be able to Your life is a masterpiece If you can't see Who's it fatal to From the pastures to the Faith my anchor we At sunrise we raise a Coldest toast the ones who From the pastures to the grass Faith my anchor we surpass At sunrise we raise a glass Coldest toast the ones who last