We use to say goodnight but we always left the tv on Since we said goodbye I turn it up to forget you're gone I can't escape my mind Cause you're living in it, wanna keep my distance I see it all sometimes It's way too vivid, until it isn't I gotta numb you out, out of my system I got these cuts so deep, but nobody to fix em' I've been runnin' and runnin' and ripping apart I've been dosing and hoping it dies in the dark I gotta numb you out, out of my system Out of my system I'll go on another date With somebody that I'll hate By the end of the night It's getting kinda hopeless thorns and no roses I should probably get a life I can't escape my mind Cause you're living in it, wanna keep my distance I see it all sometimes It's way too vivid, until it isn't I gotta numb you out, out of my system I got these cuts so deep, but nobody to fix em' I've been runnin' runnin' and ripping apart I've been dosing and hoping it dies in the dark I gotta numb you out, out of my system Out of my system