I think I’m rotting from the outside in I keep on sucking down oxygen This is gonna hurt, it’s a sickly burn in my stomach I’m nauseous again You’re new til you’re not You’re the name in the bedpost until you’re a notch And it’s cool, I just thought Maybe I could be the one for once But not a big deal Gonna be fine, I know Nobody’s fault, nobody’s funeral I can’t place blame, I can’t point fingers It’s all fun and games til the feelings fissure It’s just another end I’ll forgive one more time, I’ll forgive again God, I feel small and god, I feel passive Tell myself I’ll snap back elastic Wrong person, wrong time Read between the lines I’m falling back on survival tactics You’re new til you’re old And everything’s warm until it goes cold It’s cool, I just hoped Maybe this time wouldn’t go up in smoke But not a big deal Gonna be fine, I know Nobody’s fault, nobody’s funeral I can’t place blame, I can’t point fingers It’s all fun and games til the feelings fissure It’s just another end I’ll forgive one more time, I’ll forgive again Whenever I pray that I’ll be the exception I find I’m the pattern, what an awkward confession I sit like a statue in the car on the way home I walk through the doorway alone But not a big deal Gonna be fine, I know Nobody’s fault and nobody’s funeral I can’t place blame, I can’t point fingers It’s all fun and games til the feelings fissure It’s just another end It’s just another end I’ll forgive one more time, I’ll forgive again