I’m sorry I let you down I said some things that I never should’ve said And I know you’re hurting But I’ve been somewhere else I closed my eyes and all I ever saw was her My head was burning It’s not okay, it’s not alright But I can’t take it back I just tried to feel something that I only felt when we started drinking I know it isn’t fair cause I’ve been selfish and I wasn’t thinking 'Cause I still loved someone else I tried to feel something that wasn’t there 'Cause you were never mine and I was never yours I’m so sick of hiding it My hearts not in it and I don’t think its ever been And I’m tired of fighting I hate that I’ve been lying for all of these years You asked me all about her and I said you’ve got nothing fear and that I had let her go It’s not okay, it’s not alright I held you close when I was down But honestly, it was always gonna be somebody else I just tried to feel something that I only felt when we started drinking I know it isn’t fair 'cause I’ve been selfish and I wasn’t thinking 'Cause I still loved someone else I just tried to feel something that wasn’t there 'Cause you were never mine and I was never yours I was never yours No, I was never yours I was never yours