Heavily sedated from low inspiration Due to people talking with no information I’ve been craving substance While abrasions seem to hang around And make off in abundance Guess it’s my reluctance to learning Though it’s never been about what I’m earning The look you give is concerning ‘Cause you can see I’ve been hurting And wanna make a difference Always knew that I could go the distance Even when I battled with my ego and state of existence Sitting in the shade where it’s easy to dismiss Hiding from the heat Lighter on my feet Only focus now providing for my family to eat So if ever I decide to sell my sanity for cheap Who’s gonna be check me? It’s impossible to get the whole world to respect me But If I can make somebodies day then I’ve living correctly Whether face first or indirectly These are things I want immensely Everything I need right here Even when I don’t know where to go Maybe there’s a lifeline near Even when I don’t know where to go I just move on Even when I don’t know where to go I just move on Try to do my best while chasing the glow feeling spurned let it burn as the tables turn i try to tell my pops bout what i’m worth not what i earn (all is forgiven) they wanna see me pilloried but i can’t be imprisoned i’m too behind the bars to begin with to ever fit their description or fill prescriptions all i need is a remedy but not a pill or whatever the kids are smoking these days been going through it this year and it doesn’t ease things so i’m left hoping that another conversation with the man in the mirror will help me see things clearer or see the curtain closing all black for my cousin’s passing but that moment wasn’t token i just take it as a token of my growth and then i go in who knows where this road is going foot up on the gas i’m not showing signs of slowing down so if you come around and look me in my eyes then i’ll know that i’ll have found