Pick and choose pick and choose Either way I’m gonna lose Either way I’m gonna live or die But I’m living now and it’s proof Take a couple more for the pain I'm alive and I’m well but it’s strange Paint dripping down the wall when it rains But it’s par for the course when their partially fake Yeah I’m gonna need more for the pain (X4) Dodging bullets left and right It’s probably best I never really learned to fight I’m fighting stress And I’m lucky I’m alive Look at me now Dancing with the light (More for the pain) A whole lots changing but nothin has changed Yeah I'm gonna need more for the pain Cause weeds not hitting the same It’s not hitting the same Yeah I’m gonna need more And the bottles looking at me like She’s never seen someone like me Not in her life All I really wanna feel is wanted Self aware so I know it’s toxic Swimming until I feel nauseous I’m obviously not in it for profit I miss my family None of it’s worth it Lately I don’t even feel like a person Yeah I’m gonna need more for the pain (X4) I don’t really know where I’m gonna go I just know I’ll be there when I decide Making sure I feel it Oh my god I need it Makes me feel so alive Yeah I’m gonna need more for the pain I’m feeling too much And I’d rather feel numb so I don’t give a **** And I don’t give a **** now Had a little much and I’m drunk now I swear to god I’m empathetic But the devil on my shoulder telling me to go and get it Everybody loves a party till the parties out of drugs I regret it Chewed to the bone thrown to the dogs I was wrung dry call it love Call it what you want I’m gonna need more for the pain