So this independence huh No love and no friendships huh Ships sinking we let it huh Friendships send there final regards Pen stays cause it never goes far It just Stays in my hand Just Stays in my pocket My heart bitches lost it Tossed it Crossed it Felt being used like an object Violins block out all the nonsense Violence just spewed from my consciences Piano rift into silence Guitar strings just cryin Trumpets is slowly dyin Telling me Heaven was lying My doubt is born My white flag torn My love is mourned My minds just foreign My thoughts explorin My heart just scorn My pressure spawn Is my God gone? Is my mind lost What street do I go to Which heart do I run to Naaaaa Just who do I turn to Naaaaa Just who do I turn to Just who do I turn to. Who are yall. Yall ain't the same. Everyones different. Everythings different. Everything's different in this world Wit no love No hope No niggas to guide me I thought it was Kendrick I thought it was Cole I thought it was Nas Had the perfect role But it was under my nose Success ain't the goal A physical and mental woah But woah Without success Where we go Wanna stop dodging bullets and hoes Wanna see my finance grow Show my queen that I love her so I Eat her like breakfast owed But she so gone like now Not so sure what happened how Been looking for answers now NOW My heart is pounding Anxiety flooding To floodgates I don't know what to say But trust runnin low today NO hope for yesterday I'm so gone today I'm not even me I'm away Live different NO NO NO NO Everythings different Everythings diff Everythings different Everythings diff Everythings different Everythings diff Everythings different Everythings diff Everythings different They shootin damn missiles Everythings different More damage than pistols Everything's different They bullets turn to words Their curses turn to curses The devil wants my purpose The devil wants me nervous The people want me doubted This is more than gettin up This is fixin the issues of Family, and abandonment Constraint and just no commits NY just robberies And Heist YEAH Gangs just turn to mice OOO The dead just turn alive AHH The dumb is all and wise WOAH The wise have failed at life NO This world has been demised The concrete filled with strangers My loves are in danger The sky is green on pollution Woah Everythings different Everythings diff Everythings different Everythings diff Everythings different Everythings diff Everythings different The clouds is turnin meek Everythings different All yall hearts is bleak My skin is ****in burnin My reality been torn in Lives lost they been sworn in I'm masked up I plead I'm guilty Oh You have fallen in guilt for your sins but instead of asking for forgiveness you try to tear it off. Why? We're all human. You're searching for more. You're masked up