I hit it and I was like oh Maybe I went to deep that time And I was just like **** And I tried to equalize it It's the only thing That makes it feel better And it's like, it goes click pop And I can feel it closing back up Something's like (You need to go to the ear doctor) Dramatically wrong (It's like I finally Have 8000 dollars in the bank And let's give it all to a ****ing Doctor cause I don't have insurance Then I'm gonna put a shotgun In my mouth and blow The brains out the back of my head Cool) You make me want to scream I wish a was a dumb pop star So the words wouldn't matter to you Am I living in a Am I living in a Am I living in a Am I living an a illusion (Guns should be illegal Because if they are illegal Then bad guys won't have them) Maybe I should let myself go Maybe I should let myself go Maybe I should let myself go Cause this is so predictable I need the love I need the drug I need a hug I do it for blood I'm off a bean I'm with team Getting the green Smoking it up Bitch on my arm **** it's a mirror Feel like ameer Reflect my fear You don't know me Been with the team Been on my own Smoking homegrown Smoke by my lonely I don't do know phonies I trip off the gas Can't trip with the homies I dance on my own They stagnate as shit Get out your home Go kiss on a bitch Live a little Boundary break I moved away Was a mistake I miss my home I miss my fam I'm speaking French Not living in France Just wanna dance Getting through trauma I feel like the girl From melodrama I need to find god Live like the Lorde Making my beats Die by the sword Singing my songs Live from the streets Right all my wrongs Once I find peace In heaven and hell Which one prevail I got my soul to sell That's just real Yeah (You make me want to scream I wish a was a dumb pop star So the words wouldn't matter to you) They are watching us through Computer cameras And iPhone speakers They are capturing Everything we see and say (Enthusiasm is exciting) A gun is a weapon incorporating A metal tube in which bullets, shells Or other missiles are propelled By explosive force Scenes from the void