4 years since I've last seen me The mirror's not been kind to me And I know that it's not my fault I was unwell And I know that, but it doesn't change how far I fell Do I owe my life to a magic pill? Do I? Do I? Do I? Do I owe my life to a prison cell? Do I? Do I? Do I? What once was mine feels like a lie I left behind Now I owe my life to anyone else but me Learned to swim before I'd drown This disease couldn't take the crown And I know that it's not my fault I was unwell And I know that, but it doesn't change how far I fell Running out of air, running out of time Had my whole life waiting on the line Running out of air, running out of time Lucky I moved on No more fog in my mind No more clouding my eyes Now I'm left with the sight of just how far off course I've gone