Maybe all the blunts I’ve smoken Something’s telling me “quit joking” Time to get serious I’m ending this masking game I play, it’s insidious Maybe it’s the cards life dealt me But these wounds is real unhealthy All this pain is sharpened to a point I’ve been known to manage with a joint But I need to find a way A way to deal with all my various problems I got solutions, but they don’t quite solve them And I need to get away Away from of all my various problems I got solutions, but they temporary options I’m a bit socially awkward Crowds feel like cages My anxiety ain’t doctored And I really, really hate my size I forced myself to starve with beauty as my prize My mind is in a really dark place But I brave the world with a smile on my face Oh no, don’t hurt me no more Everyone in my life seems to walk out the door But I need to find a way A way to deal with all my various problems I got solutions, but they don’t quite solve them And I need to get away Away from of all my various problems I got solutions, but they temporary options I don’t wanna need I don’t wanna try I don’t wanna bleed I don’t wanna cry I don’t wanna need I don’t wanna try I don’t wanna plead I don’t wanna survive