I wish I could just figure it out All these years That I've been living in doubt Kept it quiet When I wanted to shout To shout about you Wish you knew What you were doing to me I saw the life I never wanted to see Become the thing I never wanted to be To be just like you Coz we're all messed Up in another way But I'll save my stress For another day Wanna drive so fast Get me far away From here Here But my brains locked Up in another place Would you know by the smile I have on my face That I'm lost and I just Can't find my way home Home Every time I stand back up I fall And in the world I just Feel so damn small Lift me up and take me From the ground Coz I know how damn hard I am to be around Do I have to bleed Or fall down to my knees To show you I feel weak Or that life's on top of me When's my time to cry Instead of saying I'm alright I'm putting up a fight Just to leave it all behind Coz we're all messed Up in another way But I'll save my stress For another day Wanna drive so fast Get me far away From here Here But my brains locked Up in another place Would you know by the smile I have on my face That I'm lost and I just can't Find my way home Home