Look at her in private Doing drugs excited Daddy issues don't mind it A bad mom yeah you'll find it Looking for a way out She deserved a better life The second that she's free Boy that monster comes to life Ain't no doubt she's not happy Doing drugs and she's trapping Them cheeks always clapping I feel like relapsing Why the **** you staring? Got a ****ing problem with me? Can't distinguish lies Can't look at eyes I'm staying high Til I'm blurry I'm in no rush I'm in no hurry But I'm tryna leave like real early Didn't think I'd that I'd reach this age Bout to end it all at my thirties Look at her so excited Look at her so excited Look at her so excited Look at her so excited Hopefully you seek more hope At the crack of dawn she lights her dope And I don't blame the soul of one Who ever since they growing up They had no choice but to go alone She similar to my own life No papers and without a home Only know how to hit a pipe She tried so hard to be drug free Couldn't see that clarity She said that she needed me But I couldn't see her hidden plea I'm sorry I'm sorry I wasn't who I need to be To save you from your dreaded dreams Now you living on the streets Couch to couch Be your safest, please One day I'll make you happy One day I'll make it happen Til then I just stay laughing