Fill my cup up I’ve been feeling kind of dead again I have trouble sleeping I use drinking as a sedative Fill my heart it’s pounding out my chest again The devil knocking at my door I don’t know why I let ‘em in Fill my cup up I’ve been feeling kind of dead again I got trouble sleeping I use drinking as a sedative Fill my heart it’s pounding out my chest again The devil knocking at my door I don’t know why I let ‘em in Ohhh I been feeling kind of dead again Ohhh I use the drinking as a sedative Ohhh Heart is pounding out my chest again The devil knocking at my door I don’t know why I let ‘em in Pour that drink up Yeah I need some Devil’s medicine I got too ****ed up and went and spent up all my check again These days I’ve been feeling a type of way Been trying to change But I still remain the same I’ve been thinking about my life I’m afraid of where it’s heading Look at how hard that I try Still can’t seem to get the message I just Need some guidance I’m just trying to climb up out of this hole Need more options I’m not fond about the ones that I chose Everyday I been acting little but different everybody want to know what’s up Wondering about it why I’m always out of pocket Constantly just always ****ing up Still got some fight in me but I know there ain’t much left in the tank Stuck with this life I keep that I don’t think any hero can save Driving around Trying to clear out my mind Spending way too much time Trying to figure it out It’s too hard to decide if I’m really the problem Am I doing just fine Am I missing the signs Am I doing just fine or am I missing the signs Yeah Am I losing my mind am I missing the signs Anxiety filling I can’t take the feeling Pull up to the party I’m sure I’ll feel better Let’s get this shit started Let’s ease off the pressure Cause we do not go well together Chest getting heavy really hard to breathe Oh And I’m begging for someone to please Fill my cup up I’ve been feeling kind of dead again I got trouble sleeping I use drinking as a sedative Fill my heart it’s pounding out my chest again The devil knocking at my door I don’t know why I let ‘em in Ohhh I been feeling kind of dead again Ohhh I use the drinking as a sedative Ohhh Heart is pounding out my chest again The devil knocking at my door I don’t know why I let ‘em in The devil knocking at my door the liquor make me let ‘em in Made himself at home up in my head he done possessed the kid Battling depressing got me ****ing up and losing sleep Transferring aggression towards every drink that I delete Now why can’t I just get myself together with this shit Probably because I know that nobody really gives a shit No no you can’t kill me if I kill you first Yeah that’s tough Let me go before I go because that way won’t hurt as much Aggravated I can’t live up to these expectations Try to tell my mom if I work a 9 to 5 I’ll never make it She said baby get your ass to school and you’ll have a chance But this is my only chance I’d rather die than never take it Dead and I’m sipping My head started spinning The face get to grinning My thoughts getting twisted And I’m steady thinking I’m really the victim I didn’t do shit but think who am I kidding It’s low-key all me Call me dope fiend More drinks Oh please Just want the pain to go down but I don’t see no one around Some might say they by my side But I know myself’s all I got Ay I fight and I fight and I’ll fall on my face I know even the proudest ones face the most obstacles Promise to eat til there’s none on the plate Fill my cup up I’ve been feeling kind of dead again I have trouble sleeping I use drinking as a sedative Fill my heart it’s pounding out my chest again The devil knocking at my door I don’t know why I let ‘em in Fill my cup up I’ve been feeling kind of dead again I got trouble sleeping I use drinking as a sedative Fill my heart it’s pounding out my chest again The devil knocking at my door I don’t know why I let ‘em in Ohhh I been feeling kind of dead again Ohhh I use the drinking as a sedative Ohhh Heart is pounding out my chest again The devil knocking at my door I don’t know why I let ‘em in Fill my cup up I’ve been feeling kind of dead again I have trouble sleeping I use drinking as a sedative Fill my heart it’s pounding out my chest again The devil knocking at my door I don’t know why I let ‘em in