Have some days i like to sit inside My feelings, thoughts of genocide Always a date with mary see her curls, they smell so fresh beside me (smoking sound) What's inside me? Can i find me? Lost my soul in time and i be ****ing off these niggas. **** these bitches Eating off my IV uhhhh I'm sick and tired of these liars claim they real and pop like tyres Undermine me, Yh i teach em lessons Michael Jackson see me moonwalk through these blessings Got that kinda touch that takes all L's and turns it SmithWesson's Damn Time is something scary Gave it all with all that love and now no one get's near me! Now i've passed that stage of loneliness Craving peace and nothing less Protecting all the covers i lay under bullet proof my chest Sum bout the juice that i'm sipping Got me reminiscing bout the days i was lowww Sum bout this juice got me Slip trip trip slippin slippin Sum bout the juice that i'm sipping Got me reminiscing bout the days i was lowww Sum bout this juice got me Slip trip trip slippin slippin soo much days i've cried let out all the hurt and pain i once had deep inside Called my mummy like i need you (Hello mummy) Thought my glasses made me see through But i caught another one to throw it back This shit's illegal Mayynnn How many times i gotta meet and greet another Soul just to find intentions was a cover Yo i bite my tongue coz then it's suck ya mudda Bro And then they wanna say i'm out of order **** you and your small talk Holding back them raw tools Tell me why i shouldn't take my hand and combat mortal Push it in your navel Make you feel the things you made me feel but 10x awful! But nah not me Strong black woman, yh she's calm that's all you see Sometimes let me chill just me let hover feel that free I'm done with holding others but with me it's only me Before i turn this kindness **** your feelings May i please Sum bout this juice that i'm sipping Got me reminiscing bout the days i was lowww Sum bout this juice got me Slip trip trip slippin slippin Sum bout the juice that i'm sipping Got me reminiscing bout the days i was lowww Sum bout this juice got me Slip trip trip slippin slippin Got some friends I went to school with Lost some friends i'm cool with Gained a couple here and there through years A couple cool kids Couple friends some shooters Couple friends who clueless Couple work that 9-5 or cruising for them pink slips Cousins i don't **** with Family i'm stuck with Couple people feeling that i owe em on some **** shit Play with me you dumb bitch **** up all the fun bitch