So sick of this feeling My heart really freezing I'm so sick of feeling down Feel I'm buried under ground I can't keep up with this frown Tell me who done stuck around I've been tryna find some love Always end up on these drugs Psychedelics I'm above Now I'm passed out on a rug Lowkey I jus needa hug Wonder what I'm really worth Might as well toss me in dirt I've been stressin since my birth They wanna wet me on my shirt Do I give up do I work Same two options always lurk They wanna see bloody murked Only snakes I seem to lure I can't keep up that for sure Good old memories tend to to blur If I got locked up who would call? Na na na na would call? Yuh uh na na who would call? I know y'all wanna see me fall I been anxious through it all Since you left I've been on stall Member you were by my side We couldn't give a **** at all Now I'm feelin cold inside Tell me we're you playin tall Or were you really down to ride So many told me we close I been missin y'all the most I grew up with kids in surrey Tellin y'all I miss you dearly Then I moved down to this city Who that new kid lookin silly? Years went by hooked up wit shawty Shit was toxic I'm real sorry Yeah Said I'm real sorry Yuh Said I'm real sorry Yuh yuh yuh yuh See I left but yall can blame me Tell your family I sincerely Wish the best for them no really I ain't cold but my heart chilly Gave my trust guess I'm the dummy They don't care they wanna drain me They wanna see by my lonely It's too late man I'm so lonely Na na na na **** I been lonely Yuh yuh Why she hate me Yuh yuh yuh yuh So sick of this feeling My heart really freezing Feel like I got no meanin naww Tell shawty no teasing yuhh Searching for my meanin Therefore there no teamin yuhh Therefore there no teamin I'm so sick of feeling down Feel I'm buried under ground I can't keep up with this frown Tell me who done stuck around I've been tryna find some love Always end up on these drugs Psychedelics I'm above Now I'm passed out on a rug What would I do if we drifted baby I'd be lost When you met me I was broken inside But then you fixed it all I been threw some shit I was living in the dark Only way I knew how to talk Was put it on a song Everybody hating on me Everybody tryna **** up my dream I love all the hate, keep doing it Cause it just gon' motivate me I remember way back 2018 They was all laughing at me And now they wanna ride with me But bitch I ain't free