I don't feel the pain Till after I hear Their laughter filling up The room like stale smoke And now the tension rises faster Told me I couldn't even take a joke I hope your hollow followers Got something they can adore Cuz I'm not gonna break myself down Just to be part of your world anymore It feels like now could Be the time to make my getaway Even tho the voice inside Keeps tellin me to stay To stay to pay What's it gonna cost me To live my life And if you run away Is it gonna go away? I got a monster in my attic He's so emphatic telling me How I should live and breathe I change the channel And watch the static Why does the chaos Put my mind at ease? It feels like now could Be the time to make my getaway Even tho the voice inside Keeps tellin me to stay To stay to pay What's it gonna cost me To live my life "Everything everything" What's it gonna cost me To live my life "Everything if ya can't be strong" If you run away Is it gonna go away? If you run away It isn't gonna go away