I don’t feel pretty I don’t feel like anything most of the time I’ve been staring at my own face in the mirror Thinking, “That isn’t mine” I wear my hair in new ways I think that I’m trying Haven’t shook the feeling that I’m second tier In what should be my prime Awkward to say, awkward to realize The shame comes when I’m lying awake at night Terrified to see myself through anyone else's eyes I don’t feel pretty Doesn’t really come as a surprise Sometimes the envy eats me up Sometimes we compromise There are good and bad days I really am trying Went in for a convo with my ego She said to get in line Awkward to say, awkward to realize The shame comes when I’m lying awake at night Terrified to see myself through anyone else's eyes I don’t feel pretty I don’t feel like anything most of the time I’ve been staring at my own face in the mirror Thinking, “That isn’t mine” Such a let down, I feel left out Of a love everyone seems to have now Such a let down, I feel left out Of a love everyone seems to have now It’s so ****ed up, can’t blame bad luck I have always been low on my own love Such a let down, I feel left out Of a love everyone seems to have now