Will I ever be enough? Scared to show who I am What if they don't love? What if they laugh Call me a naive fool Time is ticking I have to go Light is flickering Can't find my home Mind is sickening Path is unknown Cries are thickening wrath overflows Lies are fading left all alone Why am I out here dying on my own? Guess I should have known... Hide Now Uh you heard that talking to me? Hm, must've been My only friend fantasy Scared of more pain in me Especially abandoning When I am the epitome Of feeling negativity And I don't know Why I am telling you this This dynamites' Explosiveness effectiveness Is keeping your eyes on distantness Life's so great Convinced by this? Imaginary friends are what comfort me Need them the most they're here for me Worship my ghost like a deity Talk him down that's blasphemy Wait something chasing me Vision is blackening Emotions are saddening I'm running, I'm running Help me, he's quicker I'm stumbling Take this ladder then I can't he got me grappled man! He's right here Please don't leave me! Surprise, I'm back! What? You feel bad? Left me on this earth to crumble Throw me curves where I fumble While inducing hurt and trouble Now left with the curse to shuffle Your diverging nervous Struggle and all of that? It's fine, you know That I'll forgive you Nah, you right You have to be blissful I know why You have pain and fear too Mhm, don't be shy, I hear you Never caring about me Always teaching moral superiority And when the moment comes You throw away all the memories Sever me Put me in the state of misery Blandish fallacies With the word destiny That is just embarassing Show me who you are Won't fall for it again Might seem nice But I'm playing pretend Support from family behind my back Right, dad? Dad? The lights are out It's all gone now The lights are out It's all gone now They know you're suicidal But they don't care Yeah they don't care That tomorrow night yea You could be dead You could be dead You could be dead You should be No They're liars, they're cowards Have they called? Watch when you're quiet You'll see what's wrong Stand in the fire Don't withdraw For it will reveal They have abandoned They have mocked Left me shattered Left me torn Their presence a phantom Always gone With every cut they inflict We bleed into one They enjoy the sun While we dance in the rain They're having fun While our hands are in chains Their laughter tormenting fire With daggers they throw At us till they're tired Left us in darkness Alone in the cold Left us to rot, corroding to mold We reached out for kindness They slapped it away But I stand relentless; They'll tremble and pay Let them punch, let them run Let them forge your soul Together we're stronger Together we're whole I'm your shield Protecting your heart I'll hold you close They won't tear us apart I've been with you since The day you were born Been forging in hell Right down to your core Fell down from heavens To get you free Go call him demon When he's my friend A human being