You’re a product of an ancient inability Taking it out on me Every other month In a five minute phone call We're only talking when you're making rules out of me Like I’m just a puzzle piece And there’s some logical reason Why I’m never fitting Oh Poison dart You throw it straight I don’t wanna see you at holidays I play a heart I always cave But all I want from you is a holiday I can’t not talk to you but can’t talk this through My mind isn’t weatherproof And you’re a lose-lose A personified catch 22 Always a sister but an only child Alternative lifestyle Where you never punched walls But it punched right through me Oh Poison dart You throw it straight I don’t wanna see you at holidays I play a heart I always cave But all I want from you is a holiday And family is a mystery Who said love means misery I give my heart But it’s never safe All I want from you is a holiday Cause you'll choose yourself over family And it's never going down easy It’s not what loving is to me Poison dart You throw it straight I don’t wanna see you at holidays I play a heart I always cave But all I want from you is a holiday And family is a mystery Who said love means misery I give my heart But it’s never safe And all I want from you is a holiday Mm mm All I want from you is a holiday Mm mm All I want from you is