Oh god please help me I don't understand why I feel this way I've always thought it's wrong to feel this way But everybody tells me it'll be okay yeah Sixteen, yeah I thought I'd be dead But now I'm getting older and I'm not gone yet Got a few kids that look up to me Gotta stay strong for my family Eighteen and I'm still alive I got no idea where I'm going this time I just hope I'll make it and I'll be alright I just hope that I can help myself in time mmmm Hope I get help soon But I don't wanna tell nobody anytime soon Got alot of baggage need to unload to Got alot of problems and myself one too I don't wanna die anytime soon But my mind just goes to places I don't want to oooh See my demons set loose I don't want an angel but I hope that comes too ooh I don't like myself I won't ever learn how to like myself Whenever someone tells me they don't like mee I turn around and tell them "yeah, I hate me too" Oh God please help me I don't understand why I feel this way I've always thought it's wrong to feel this way But everybody tells me it'll be okay yeah Twenty-one, hope that I'm alive Tired of running from my demons lurking inside Tired of trynna fight away these thoughts of mine Trynna keep the voices out of my mind Nineteen know your coming soon Happy that I got to know the people I know Happy that I made a couple memories Happy that I got to know you I don't like myself I won't ever learn how to like myself Whenever someone tells me they don't like mee I turn around and tell them "yeah, I hate me too" Oh God please help me I don't understand why I feel this way I've always thought it's wrong to feel this way But everybody tells me it'll be okay yeah