All I have is all of my regrets I'm holding on to all my tears and all of my secrets Have you ever felt so alone All you want to do is call someone and get them on the phone But the stress kicks in and your mind just roams Trying to figure out your issues like you're Sherlock Holmes Then the pain sets in and you have no way to control Most don't believe it takes a toll on the soul So all I have in mind is just one goal I don't want any regrets Putting them all on the table for everyone to see I'm not a perfect human I've made mistakes But don't think that it didn't break me, cause this shit drained me I don't want to keep this going It's hard to with knowing what I know so now I think it's time for me to go All I have is all of my regrets I'm holding on to all my tears and all of my secrets (All of my secrets) Yeah, I should've told you everything But I kept it all inside Now all I have is all of my regrets Here with me tonight My regret, it stems from this The d***s and pills I abused as a kid Ice in my veins and snow on my nose Survivor's guilt is all that I know Feeling alone cause death it haunts me Waiting on a call that's never coming Stuck in the dark but I'm not running I love the pain and it's better than nothing But your life was worth it And your three kids doing perfect I f**ked this friendship up Over d***s and a b***h who's worthless Now you're gone, my last goodbye You should've lived and I should've died F**k with poison on this ride There's a change you think you are inside I try to run, but death it haunts me Hide this pain I say it's nothing You were my brother end of discussion Feeling so numb Just let me feel something All I have is all of my regrets I'm holding on to all my tears and all of my secrets (All of my secrets) Yeah, I should've told you everything But I kept it all inside Now all I have is all of my regrets Here with me tonight