You tell me I look sad today Is it my hair? The lack of make-up I'm not smiling okay Testing out the waters Never felt so weak Swear I need some armbands Cause I'm in too deep You tell me I look sad today Is my mask slippin I'm just grippin To the world today Taken happy pills But the days still seem dark How can I trust myself When my emotions are chemically charged? I don't feel good I don't feel fine I don't feel happy here (But this is where I lie) You tell me to smile You tell that I've never had it this good You tell me I shouldn't feel down That I'm lucky to be alive You tell me I look sad today Is it my self? My lack of boundaries I've been trying my best? Holding all my feelings They've been bottled so deep Scared I'll be burden If I let it them all in You tell me I look sad today Do not disturb Is my preferred, I'm booked for crying all day Taken happy pills But the days still seem dark How can I trust myself When my emotions are chemically charged? I don't feel good I don't feel fine I don't feel happy here (But this is where I lie) You tell me to smile You tell that I've never had it this good You tell me I shouldn't feel down That I'm lucky to be alive Everything is wasted I'm just taking space here My happiness is fading And nothings working lately